EvilDevilKing

Where to begin? I guess I'll pick where I left off. The trip to see went well and I landed in Belfast on Halloween! (insert evil laugh here) Hopefully I'll be able to go back in March. I really miss our movie nights! After a week there, I came back home and got pretty sick with a bad cold and ear ache to boot. Then I managed to break two teeth, one on x-mas eve and the second on new years eve. Weak enamel I guess. TAKE CARE OF YOUR TEETH PEOPLE. Mine are in bad shape thanks to neglect and not going to dentist much. Since I have insurance now, I'll do better to try to keep the chompers I still have.

Been working again and still at the amusement park. Hopefully this will be my last winter there. I barely make any money during the slower fall/winter months. Might still keep it was a summer job for another few years, but after 5 years of working there now, I'm just about ready to move on.

As you may have noticed, I've been uploading some more material lately. You can expect a lot more over the next few months too since I have an abundance of down time. That's about all for now. Hope everyone has a great 2015!

I've been neglecting this journal (among other things) but hadn't really felt up to sharing much. I've been pretty well though and recently been laid off but should be re-hired for winter season by the last week of November. It's been nice having the down time after a extremely busy Summer but I'm honestly ready to go back to work now. I dunno how I used to tolerate being in between season before. November might be a little rough. Been planning on a trip all year and I will go sometime in near future, probably between Halloween and Thanksgiving. Outta be fun and will be nice to actually travel back to Europe. I hadn't been there since my birth.

Also been trying to write more thanks to constantly cracking the whip and demanding more. I've enjoyed it and it's getting better. Just hard to make time for it some days. I've been really digging Alien Isolation too. It's sorta like a mutant hybrid of Manhunt, Dead Space, and Resident Evil. The game can be difficult at times and unmerciless if you fuck up. But I'll tell ya, it's a damn fine game and worth the money if you have a patience and balls to play it.

Might update again after my trip and take care of yourselves,

Rick

Not many will read this but I figured it would be nice to vent anyway. I've been super busy and haven't been available much online which I feel kinda guilty about but then again, I haven't gotten much attention on Skype anyway except for a very select few (you know who you are). Been missing a few people lately and thought about reaching out to them, but I've often felt shunned in the past. Old friends drifting away and their interests changing is a ongoing thing and its really no wonder why I'm such a loner.

I have big heart and it's tired of being stomped on. The heartache, disappointment, and overall angst is hardly worth it in my opinion. So sad to see people I once had connection with go away when I've done my best to try to remain in contact. Just seems that they don't have time for me anymore. I could understand if I'm done something horrible to drive them away, but that's never really been the case lately. So tired of being hurt and makes me resentful. I really don't ask for much, but I guess if my friends don't make much of an effort to stay friends, then they're probably not worth the grief.

Rant over. Thankfully, I got my Linky to keep me more regular company in whatever brief times we have together. With some extra effort and a little luck, maybe we'll get to spend more time together in person.

Might be more material to see in the near future. Maybe as soon as this week. Kinda helps that FA is down too. What a shithole that place is... 

Looks like Friday this week will be the last day I'll have off in a good long while. Working eight days straight after that and all very long hours. As a seasonal employee, I'm sure I'll burn through my maximum amount of hours this season at this rate and get laid off early. Wheeee!

I probably shouldn't complain, but it's rough having to work nearly non-stop like this for weeks at a time. This is made even harder on me since it keeps me away from . Thankfully, she understands and remains supportive. Eventually things will calm down again and hopefully I'll get at least one damn day off.

So yeah, my online time will be sparse and sporadic on Skype and Xbox. But feel free to send me private messages if you want.

Wish me luck,

Rick

Gonna be working 7 days straight till next Friday. So that means I won't be online much until things calm down. If this keeps up, then I'm going have a quick (and somewhat stressful) summer ahead! I might be back with more arts and stuff next week...maybe.

I wish you well,

Rick